At this point in time…
I can whole-heartedly say that I am happy.
On a list of people’s goals, you would be stretched to find ‘happiness’ amongst a long winded list.
I don’t know exactly how I got to this point, but I do know that content is key.
This may seem like a ‘Jackie Gillies talkin out of her ass’ list but… I’ve travelled the world, have the love of my family & friends, have the most amazing partner in existence who has been accepted into my family, have two university degrees, have an average appearance & good health… but that’s not what defines me.
I would like to define myself by my happiness and I would hope that my happiness would be able to spread to the people that I care about because in this state, I truly have a sense of clarity.
Sure, anyone with logic would say to stop whining over being ostracized by your family for being who you are, or continually failing in your uni/employment career or even in love, but the reality of emotions is that they are inherently selfish. In your root of sadness, you could not give a fuck that there are millions of people are living much harder lives every day with real & unsolvable problems.
Now to any idiot who bothered to read this (all zero of you out there), all I can say is chin-up. Place some perspective on your life. You’re alive, so live (I say in my messy room on my laptop after a long failed day of assembling a still unfinished ping pong table). You have one life to live, so don’t waste it.
I want this bitch to win soooo much!!!! #rdr #rupaulsdragrace #dragyoutohell #biancadelrio @biancadelriofan
Post gym selfie woot! Smashed shoulders today (I hope!) Added quick triceps w/o at the end. Still trying to cut :( down to below 70kg at least but I’m feeling that most of that is fat since I’ve got a very noticeable muffin top DX #gym #workout #flabbyboy
One the right, my dad was a fox when he was young!!! What happened????? #goodgenes #whatdoesthefoxsay #smize #fierce #blackisback #nofilter
Packed ride on the tricycle today!! There were 3 in the seat and myself on the motorcycle. My hair did NOT survive the 25 minute ride to the resort 👴
Chilling by the pool. Haven’t started sweating buckets out of my pores, so it’s been a good start to the day ^_^ Looking forward to greenhills and not being involved in a near death experience lol btw-Tie dye muscle tee: 5 bucks wooooooot
Captured last night at the Solaire Grand Ballroom. Jessica Sanchez was a-maaaazing. Oddly enough, Erik Santos had many fangirls. I don’t think they realise that he’s probably a catcher and not a pitcher ;D Food was like westerner prices!!! Water was 100p while at SM, you can get the same bottle for 10p .______. Off to so some wallet damage at Glorietta and Landmark today
At Sydney International Airport!! Waiting for parents to catch up so I can patiently wait 3 hours for my flight to the Philippines. Manila, prepare for your economy to be stimulated. Hard. #globetrotter #haventbeento42coutrieds #handsomenessisoverrated #badhairday #everydayisbad
Woof and myself on the way to Kin.ki before the night was cut short cos of the damn line up arggggh shouldve gone earlier. Thought about going to Oxford as a substitute but the lines would be crazier. The kahlua made it easier to sleep. Clean night in > dirty night out lol
Feelin swole!!! Obviously, feelings are far from reality Dx but at least I’ve lost a kilo after 6 months of failing. Now 71kg
2014 Sochi Winter Olympics bias. No longer impossible for me to love figure skaing even more